It's happened more than once before, and you're certainly not alone. Many, many of us become obscured in life in our relationships, career path or even hobbies. We lose that flame inside of us and we start to question and wonder how it happened. I know this feeling myself all too well. We all go through this at some point, its how you handle it that will impact your own level of self esteem. Being around positive influences is highly important for this time to pass and to transpire into a positive learning experience for you.